There's a piece missing from the mosaic

Life is like a mosaic : it's made out of millions of tiny pieces and when all of them seem to align , you can say that your life is full and then you can be happy. But what happens when you realize that big parts are missing from it ?That your life has gaps in it and that's so hard to fill them ?
You might think I'm pretty superficial for saying this ,but : I want to lose weight . I want to look like a model , I want to be able to wear short or tight dresses , I want to wear shorts. And it's so darn hard to do it ! Some of you might say : but you don't need to lose any weight , you look just fine . Well, I don't . And for that matter , it's getting pretty serious.
I just got on my eighth diet day and it seems impossible to move any more ahead. I don't really see any use to it and it seems like I won't ever be able to reach any goal regarding my figure. I feel this urge to eat a bagel and a chocolate croissant and it's eating me inside !
And I most certainly not want to spend my life wearing loose trousers and dresses . Because , in the end , it all comes down to this.

I am sorry for all the blabbering .

Eat ,pray ,love

I am a very big fan of reading : not a day passes by without me reading atleast a chapter of a book . I've tried them all : fiction and non fiction , science fiction, romance,comedy ,drama,tragedy. Name it and I've read it. I had dates with some of the worse books ever written ,but that hasn't discouraged me so far. The last book I read was the New York Times bestseller : Eat,pray,love by Elizabeth Gilbert ( photo from here ).
I initially bought it as a gift for a friend, but then ended buying a copy of my own. And it was a really great decision ,because the book is great.

The story follows Elizabeth on her journey to find balance after a nasty divorce. It can get really captivating , not only because the beginning of the story might be similar to so many women , but because Elizabeth's writing style is very catchy and gets you really involved. I never had the urge to get to Italy , but while reading her book , I decided that if I won;t see Italy I'm the biggest loser and if I don;t learn Italian I'm nothing. Just because she was so into this sort of stuff made me want to do the same things. It's a really special thing for a writer to be able to do that : it means he or she has a huge talent.
I recommend it with all my heart,because it is a story of true self love and will guide you into taking decisions that are good for you ,not only for everybody else. And you can also learn some meditation techniques and mantras to help you cleanse your spirit.
Hope my little review made this book enticing to you. Can't wait for some oppinions.