Do you know how dreadful it is sometimes,when the weather outside it's the same with your inside ? It's one moment extremely sunny and the next thing your peace is shattered by ugly clouds ? I think it's because we usually are so vulnerable and fear the possibility of showing strength,because it might weak in front of ourselves.
But now, I feel like I'm strong enough to be strong in front of myself too.
P.S. : My blog posts are becoming a little melodramatic. I'll try to change that sometimes soon. Till then , the rain outside stopped and the sun is just rising
Eating macaroons,chocolate ,ice cream , stuffing yourself with lasagna or pizza , buying that amazing pair of shoes, drinking an over-expensive latte : they are all little guilty pleasures I like to feast on . I take the luxury of buying myself an over-priced nail polish when I feel the need to pamper myself.
But eating or shopping : they require either a large amount of money or an amazingly fast metabolism. And unlucky me does not possess any one of them. So I have burried myself under tons of serials ! I have watched dozens of seasons so far : I've been among ghosts ,vampires , serial killers and between love ties and psychological disasters . My room has been invaded ,one by one , by monsters and lovers alike.
These feel so guilty because they use up so much of my time , but they make me never feel down. While watching serials, I feel like I'm on morphine.
